So here is my thoughts. You are a returning staff member who was genuinely a really good moderator before you resigned. I know you had a huge family issue that caused you to resign, or you would have prolly stayed. Now you did have a very rough past (3-4 months or so) however you legit went to therapy and got help to fix your problems. You actually showed me paper work saying you completed it and went to all sessions. This shows that you truly want to make a change in who you are. My problem is this, you have been banned and unbanned recently in discord and that does not look good for you. You really have changed for the better and i would love to see you on the staff team again, just maybe not this week. Just a little bit more personal growth and i would be happy to bring you on board.